Well I did it...completed a scrapbook layout. I know doesn't sound like much but I have not scrapbooked since moving and well haven't really wanted to. My stress level has been too high. I also feel guilty to go craft and leave Scott alone. I know he's ok its just I don't want to miss any time I can spend with him. Cancer really changes how you feel about every day and the time we have. But that small part of me inside that loves it has been whispering to me. I have to say I am having a hard time with creative juices which has upset me and I would walk away and give up. So yesterday I was determined not to walk away. I had to realize i needed to start simple again. So my layout is simple but complete!!! yeah! I would post a photo but I think its to simple and not really "post" worthy...but I got it done and will move on to the next layout and hopefully that one is better.